Today I am thankful for....
the Dallas Police Dept being so helpful and calling me back so quickly.
the wonderful boyfriend that I have and for him trying so hard.
my family and friends.
That Baby Stellan is recovering and SVT free. www.mycharmingkids.net
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
What are you thankful for?
With so much negativity around the world lately, I have decided that I would like to start each morning with listing what I am thankful for. I am going to try my hardest to do this each morning.......
Today, I am extremely thankful to the church we have been attending for opening their arms to us.
I am also thankful that for the family and friends that are in my life.
I am thankful to have a job when so many don’t.
And I am thankful for my health.
What are you thankful for?
Today, I am extremely thankful to the church we have been attending for opening their arms to us.
I am also thankful that for the family and friends that are in my life.
I am thankful to have a job when so many don’t.
And I am thankful for my health.
What are you thankful for?
Monday, November 2, 2009
Putting yourself out there….
Do you ever get to a point in life where you feel like no matter what, it hurts to put yourself out there?
Lately, I have felt the hurt with love, friends, family, etc. I am to a point where I don’t want to trust anyone or put my faith in anyone.
I have learned a lot in 2009 about people. People that aren’t supposed to hurt you (ie: your family) are the ones that can break your heart the most at times. People who are friends that you would think never would betray you, do. Putting your heart out there seems to never be safe anymore.
I am almost afraid to get to close to anyone now. For fear of losing them or being betrayed by them. I have VERY FEW people in my life that I trust…..and even then, I am not sure I trust them 100%.
Why is that?
Lately, I have felt the hurt with love, friends, family, etc. I am to a point where I don’t want to trust anyone or put my faith in anyone.
I have learned a lot in 2009 about people. People that aren’t supposed to hurt you (ie: your family) are the ones that can break your heart the most at times. People who are friends that you would think never would betray you, do. Putting your heart out there seems to never be safe anymore.
I am almost afraid to get to close to anyone now. For fear of losing them or being betrayed by them. I have VERY FEW people in my life that I trust…..and even then, I am not sure I trust them 100%.
Why is that?
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Survey
Since I've been in a blogging slump lately I thought I would do a survey.....
1. What Color Is Your Toothbrush? White with green
2. Name One Person That Made You Smile Today: talking to my dad about Declin
3. What Were You Doing At 8 Am This Morning? sleeping
4. What Were You Doing 45 Minutes Ago? watching TV
5. What Is Your Favorite Candy? caramel
6. Have You Ever Been To A Strip Club? yes, many times
7. What's the last thing you said out loud? "yeah"
8. What Is The Best Ice Cream Flavor? cheesecake with blueberries from Marble Slab
9. What Was The Last Thing You Had To Drink? Dr Pepper
10. What Is The Longest You Have Gone Without Sleeping? couple of days
11. Have You Ever Made a Promise You'd Die to Keep? yes
13. The Last Sporting Event You Watched? football
14. What Is Your Favorite Flavor Of Popcorn? caramel
15. Who Is The Last Person You Sent an email to? my mom probably
16. Ever go camping? yes, not in a long time though
17. Do You Take Vitamins Daily? No, but I should
18. Do You Go To Church Every Sunday? no, but I should
21. Do You Drink Your Soda With A Straw? sometimes
22. What Did Your Last Text Message say? "so an address....."
24. Where Is Your Dad? at the airport, leaving DFW to go back home :(
25. Look To Your Left, What Do you see? bed, clothes
26. What Color Is Your Watch? Don't wear a watch.
28. What did you do yesterday? cleaned my apt, went to Ben's for Declin, Nick, and Garrett's birthdays
29. Do You Go In At A Fast Food Place Or Just Hit The Drive Thru? Depends
30. What Is Your Favorite Number? 24
31. Who's The Last Person You Talked To On The Phone? my mom
2. Any Plans Today? watch the season premieres of some shows
34. Biggest Annoyance In Your Life Right Now? stress
35. Last Song Listened To? No idea
36. Can You Say The Alphabet Backwards? yes
38. Favorite Pair of Shoes You Wear All The Time? flip flops
39. Are You Jealous Of Anyone? not that I can think of
40. Is Anyone Jealous Of you? Not that I know of
41. Do You Love Anyone? yes
43. What Do You Usually Do During The Day? during the week, I work. On weekends, it varies
44. Do You Hate Anyone That You Know Right Now? no
45. Do You Use The Word 'hello' daily? yes
46. Meaning of life? living, loving
47. Do You Like Cats? yes
48. Have You Ever Been To Six Flags? yes
49. How Did You Get Your Worst Scar? the one on my knee, I got from falling as a kid, then developing staph infection in it
50. Last big talk? Friday
51. Last Cd Played? no idea
52. Last Bubble Bath? yesterday
54. Last Meal? eggs and toast this morning
55. Have You Ever Dated Someone Twice? yes
56. Have You Ever Fallen In Love? yes
57. Have You Ever Lost Someone? yes
58. Have You Ever Slept Until 1pm? yes
59. Have You Met A Famous Person? yes, yes I have
60. List Four People You Can Tell Pretty Much Anything To? Nicki, Bo, my mom, my Dad
61. List Three Favorite Colors/shades: blue, purple, green
62. Laughed Until You Cried? yes
63. Went Behind Your Parents Back? who hasn't is the better question
64. Who Posted This Before You? not sure
65. Opinion on Abortion? It's not a form of birth control
66. Lowering The Drinking Age? no
67. Who Are The Best Huggers That You Know? Declin!
68. Do You Believe In Love At First Sight? not sure
69. Is There Something You Want To Tell Someone? yes, but I just keep my mouth shut.
70. Something that makes you go "hmmmm?" lots of things
71. Would You Kiss Someone you just met? have before
72. How Many Kids Do You Want To Have? 3
73. Do You Want To Change Your Name? it's really a pain. lol
74. Last Time You Saw Your Father? last night
75. What Time Did You Wake Up Today? 9am
76. How Old Are You? 31
77. What Were You Doing At Midnight Last Night? sleeping
78. What Is Your Favorite Thing In Your Room? my bed
79. Where is your bff? one is at the Ranger Game. Not sure on the others.
80. What can you not live without besides food and water? My family and my friends.
1. What Color Is Your Toothbrush? White with green
2. Name One Person That Made You Smile Today: talking to my dad about Declin
3. What Were You Doing At 8 Am This Morning? sleeping
4. What Were You Doing 45 Minutes Ago? watching TV
5. What Is Your Favorite Candy? caramel
6. Have You Ever Been To A Strip Club? yes, many times
7. What's the last thing you said out loud? "yeah"
8. What Is The Best Ice Cream Flavor? cheesecake with blueberries from Marble Slab
9. What Was The Last Thing You Had To Drink? Dr Pepper
10. What Is The Longest You Have Gone Without Sleeping? couple of days
11. Have You Ever Made a Promise You'd Die to Keep? yes
13. The Last Sporting Event You Watched? football
14. What Is Your Favorite Flavor Of Popcorn? caramel
15. Who Is The Last Person You Sent an email to? my mom probably
16. Ever go camping? yes, not in a long time though
17. Do You Take Vitamins Daily? No, but I should
18. Do You Go To Church Every Sunday? no, but I should
21. Do You Drink Your Soda With A Straw? sometimes
22. What Did Your Last Text Message say? "so an address....."
24. Where Is Your Dad? at the airport, leaving DFW to go back home :(
25. Look To Your Left, What Do you see? bed, clothes
26. What Color Is Your Watch? Don't wear a watch.
28. What did you do yesterday? cleaned my apt, went to Ben's for Declin, Nick, and Garrett's birthdays
29. Do You Go In At A Fast Food Place Or Just Hit The Drive Thru? Depends
30. What Is Your Favorite Number? 24
31. Who's The Last Person You Talked To On The Phone? my mom
2. Any Plans Today? watch the season premieres of some shows
34. Biggest Annoyance In Your Life Right Now? stress
35. Last Song Listened To? No idea
36. Can You Say The Alphabet Backwards? yes
38. Favorite Pair of Shoes You Wear All The Time? flip flops
39. Are You Jealous Of Anyone? not that I can think of
40. Is Anyone Jealous Of you? Not that I know of
41. Do You Love Anyone? yes
43. What Do You Usually Do During The Day? during the week, I work. On weekends, it varies
44. Do You Hate Anyone That You Know Right Now? no
45. Do You Use The Word 'hello' daily? yes
46. Meaning of life? living, loving
47. Do You Like Cats? yes
48. Have You Ever Been To Six Flags? yes
49. How Did You Get Your Worst Scar? the one on my knee, I got from falling as a kid, then developing staph infection in it
50. Last big talk? Friday
51. Last Cd Played? no idea
52. Last Bubble Bath? yesterday
54. Last Meal? eggs and toast this morning
55. Have You Ever Dated Someone Twice? yes
56. Have You Ever Fallen In Love? yes
57. Have You Ever Lost Someone? yes
58. Have You Ever Slept Until 1pm? yes
59. Have You Met A Famous Person? yes, yes I have
60. List Four People You Can Tell Pretty Much Anything To? Nicki, Bo, my mom, my Dad
61. List Three Favorite Colors/shades: blue, purple, green
62. Laughed Until You Cried? yes
63. Went Behind Your Parents Back? who hasn't is the better question
64. Who Posted This Before You? not sure
65. Opinion on Abortion? It's not a form of birth control
66. Lowering The Drinking Age? no
67. Who Are The Best Huggers That You Know? Declin!
68. Do You Believe In Love At First Sight? not sure
69. Is There Something You Want To Tell Someone? yes, but I just keep my mouth shut.
70. Something that makes you go "hmmmm?" lots of things
71. Would You Kiss Someone you just met? have before
72. How Many Kids Do You Want To Have? 3
73. Do You Want To Change Your Name? it's really a pain. lol
74. Last Time You Saw Your Father? last night
75. What Time Did You Wake Up Today? 9am
76. How Old Are You? 31
77. What Were You Doing At Midnight Last Night? sleeping
78. What Is Your Favorite Thing In Your Room? my bed
79. Where is your bff? one is at the Ranger Game. Not sure on the others.
80. What can you not live without besides food and water? My family and my friends.
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
so much going on, so little that I care to share lately.
Today is one month since Grandpa passed away. This month has by far been the hardest month of my life. It's not over yet either, we still have tons of firsts that he will miss. :(
In this month, I have learned a lot about myself and the people around me. I have learned who will be there for me. And I mean REALLY be there for me. Not just the type that say they will, but the ones that prove it time and time again.
I have learned that several people in my life are not at all what or who I thought they were. People disappoint me. Maybe I trust/place people to high on a pedestal, but I get tired of people continually disappointing. It's sad.
So, anyway that was my not so joyous update/blog. I promise to blog soon.
I miss you Grandpa. I think about you all the time. I love you. RIP.
In this month, I have learned a lot about myself and the people around me. I have learned who will be there for me. And I mean REALLY be there for me. Not just the type that say they will, but the ones that prove it time and time again.
I have learned that several people in my life are not at all what or who I thought they were. People disappoint me. Maybe I trust/place people to high on a pedestal, but I get tired of people continually disappointing. It's sad.
So, anyway that was my not so joyous update/blog. I promise to blog soon.
I miss you Grandpa. I think about you all the time. I love you. RIP.
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